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Dear Eva & Angelo,

Angelo today you said something when we were going to sleep that brought tears to my eyes.  “I’m going to love you forever and ever and I’ll never forget you.”  It is very sweet, but it also scared me.  Your Daddy isn’t very healthy right now, and I know I’ve been saying that, rather writing it to the both of you for a few years now.  But it is the worse its ever been.  So I’m trying my best to take that fear and do something with it, the thought of becoming ill, and leaving this world early breaks my heart.

We had a battle royale yesterday, with ball pit balls and some inflatable obstacles.  “Headshots,” by Daddy.  I believe I won, but it was so much fun to run around and chase the both of you.  

I love you both very much, with all my heart, and I want to be here as long as possible for the both of you.